reluctance

n. /rɪˈlʌktəns/ B2

勉强；不情愿

The state of not wanting to do something.

仙境例句

At first Alice swam with some reluctance towards the large thing, in case it was a walrus.

起初爱丽丝有点不情愿地朝那个大东西游过去，生怕那是一头海象。